I cant say how I feel without you having a melt down. I’ve brought this up so many times and nothing has changed. Is it so much to ask to be shown some affection without having to ask for it? Maybe I’ve been cold because I dont like my needs are being taken care of. You ever consider that? Probably not, it seems like you really only see things from your perspective. This sucks and I’m not sure what to do about it.
Why do you still appear in my dreams and why do I even think about you? I wish I had never had to see or think of you but unfortunately you’re kept around by someone else and it’s out of my control.
I miss having friends around. Feeling pretty alone lately. We all drift apart and get so wrapped up in daily routines that we forget things. I used to have an an amazing support system, I still sort of do but online it really isn’t the same. I had one good friend where I am and I feel us drifting and falling out of touch. We are too different I guess, but that was never a problem before. They told me drunk that they are jealous of me a while back. I think that’s a stupid reason to not talk to someone. But I’m not responsible for that. I’m a good friend, so whatever. I’ll just leave them alone.
It’s been a while, and I needed a place to just say these things to myself. Theres a lot I’ve been feeling lately and it’s killing me to just swallow it constantly for the sake of other people. I’ve been feeling restrained from expressing myself for sometime now. I’m not sure how to handle it. One day at a time I guess…
This house for an artist designed by
SAMYN and PARTNERS presents curved and vegetalised facades that are very private and closed to the neighbours to the north, the east and the south. In contrast, the west facade is entirely glass-walled as if it were one huge partitioned window.
